The sadness has left me today, and I know I could probably even sit and let my mind roam to many a thing and feel ok about it. However, the cycle continues at least for today. I had thought I would wake and lurch into the day. But it was not to be. I awoke incredibly hazy, with my thoughts muddled and half of my body refused to accept trying to be pulled into a state of wakefulness. It didn't take me more than a second to make the decision to get my mind to a place where I would willing leave the bed. It has happened and although the day is heading toward late afternoon, I feel it has just begun.