It's a wonder my sadness did lift on Monday. Perhaps remembering a particular person who is no longer here, made me feel happy with longing. However, since that day I have yearned be back in a time where I could touch them. It is a strange feeling, knowing that someone is no longer physically here but also knowing you won't every really be apart from them. It brings about pain, yet comfort to try and pretend that you were, or are, the only person, that they would feel this way about you.