The day thus far is good. Of course some of the first thoughts are still as present as ever and I wonder what I'd think about if they were not there. My mind would be free to explore so many other things, or I might simply transfer the intensity of to other issues. Day 64 and it was yet another day that I woke and the same thoughts seeped into my head. I tried to rationalise them and tell myself to stop it and concentrate on something else. Sometimes it works, other times it completely useless and I may as well wallow in the thoughts until it passes. Sometimes the thoughts do pass and I temporarily forget what's been invading my mind. Inevitably though, the thoughts come flodding back, usually quickly, as if they are an answer to my problem, whatever the question is. I have accepted that I might get trough this day being somewhat normal but I'm sure this afternoon will bring more thoughts.