Day 85 and I've given up. Well, not given up, just decided that it's a stupid rule. I thought I might respond well to rules, but I am told otherwise. In fact, I was even given a bit of a talking to recently about not following the rules of 'fitting in' and following the right path. I don't want a straight path. I don't even want one long curvy path. I want to get off the path and go somewhere where I'll find all the other people that either lost their way or deliberately vered off course. Actually I've just realised it's day 86 because it's 2am which means it's now Friday. Freaky Friday, what will it bring. Maybe now with the fresh 2000ml of blood I received today, I'll have a little more zing.