The buzzing is still there, still taking up my brain space. It's quieter now, but still buzzing away in the background. I had a terrible headache, but with a rush of relief it's now gone. I still didn't get through the day without being in a haze of emotion that I couldn't control. It's so hot today, when I sweat I wonder if the bad thoughts and strange things are being purged from my body. I feel like I'm knarled inside, like it would take a lot of strength to purge all the bizzar things from my body. The problem is the thoughts come and go so I'll never know if they are truly gone...............