Sunday, November 08, 2009

The fading eerie light is driving me insane. Like, I'm not already insane enough! I hate daylight savings. It begins by pretending it's going to stay light with just that little glimpse of sun coming through, then the glare fades and it promises darkness for a long long time. Enough to torment me with that gut wrenching feeling, like someones put a fist down my throat and is twisting it for increased effect. It's about now that I turn all the lights on draw the curtains so I can pretend it's been dark for hours. The awful feeling that this eerie twilight creates has been with me since I was about 12 or 13 years old. I don't quite know what it is but I hate it, hate it, hate it...............

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