Ahhh to get through the day wondering how you've done it again. At least there were no relapses today. All good, but maybe that's something to do with Tuesday being a therapy day. Would be the worse look to relapse while at therapy. But then again, it could be either the best or the worst place to do it. Don't think I'll try and find out. I really just want to fall in a heap and sleep for a month. I am so absolutely and completely exhausted. Am probably anaemic again, which would explain my sheer exhaustion. Last night I had a strange dream. I was living as two people in one world. Had to keep changing depending on who I was with. Just when I thought it was all about to come undone there was a disaster that saved me (once again!). It was like an avalanche of human beings and I was terrified I would be drowned or crushed under the thousands of humans falling from the world. I found myself getting out alive but kept seeing people who knew my secret. Strangely no one said a word. It was then I realised that everyone else has secrets too...................................