In this present moment I'm telling myself I am weak and incapable of honouring my much desired intent. When I'm in the moment and my senses are being flooded with peak motivation it's easy to draw in and seal the motivation within me. But when those external elements have dissapated it's hard to keep that motivation going. Relying solely on my mind is failing me. I can not let this be the case. I need to have a scene going in my mind, with words and thoughts, that keep an intense desire alive.