I fail to keep track of where I'm going and how I'm going to get there. Tomorrow would be just as good as any other day to start abstaining. From what exactly, I will discover that as I go along. One day it might be one thing, the next day it might be something else. It might simply be a test of willpower. I often feel powerless over my desire my immediate satisfaction, a desire to flood my body with bizzare yet intensly necessary emotion. I might do better if I had an end result in mind. The problem is I lose sight of that end result so quickly. How does one retain the initial resolution to see somthing through? Help me, as I am powerless to my own desires.