Hot again and my head is fuzzy. I shop for party goods and feel the glare of the checkout lady. She either thinks I'm a dedicated woman or have had an impulsive need to stock up on non essentials. Whichever it is she still looks, glares and says nothing. I realise my car is parked the wrong way and it takes forever to load the car. People wait and wait, I just put my head down and pretend I can't see them. When I get into the car, it's hot and I need to sit for a moment to be sure I won't melt and completely disappear. It's all fuzzy, fuzzy, fuzzy........